BE YOURSELF, BE UNIQUE!
I chose to be myself, I chose to become myself. Despite the main flow I'm learning to swim upstream. To leave a sign. To breath according to my frequency. My vibration.
If you live according to your nature you'll never be poor, if you live according to opinion you'll never be rich.
These past five years turned out to be years of absence and distance from almost everyone and everything.
I had to investigate myself through all that’s always been part of me. I had to clean up by getting rid of everything no longer worthy in my life. For years it seemed all so complicated.
Especially when you've got no income... it's not easy.
Is also, I was never any good with social media so, I ended up missing several opportunities or getting booked many gigs and, by extension, ended up missing my need of traveling, the way I see it. Days grown years in a matter of seconds, looking for solutions that never came all except a severe sense of hopelessness. An hopelessness constantly represented by the "fog" I had managed and contributed to create myself.
I needed a change entirely.
My previous musical project was totally dead already. Supposedly.
It just took me some time to finally realize that completely and not without any difficulties. And it eventually happened at the end of 2020.
All the recent "happenings," we all know about, only ended up with tightening the grip way more and despite all of this I locked myself into my bedroom studio because all I had were two possibilities: either I keep depressing myself or I depress myself by making new music. So I've been trying treasuring this change and teachings that I began manifesting in my life and turned my depression into art. I finally began writing new songs since the earliest days of January 2021 -- consciously raptured -- and, some of these new songs are now finally seeing their light and, thanks to me.
Now, I understand that 2020 is going to be remembered as a cursed year for almost anyone out there, but not for me. And honestly, I didn't really suffer lockdown at all. I got way used to lockdowns for years so no big deal. It let me, infact, grow more inside, because to be honest, showing a facade it's not what I'm all about.
I like to think of myself as a lone and distinct voice and it is no coincidence especially because of my detachment and my voluntary confinement from the mundane and trend all this long. Nowadays you just gotta have to go with trends if you wanna apparently exist. And that being said, I'm not completely against this media trend deliberately but, yet still you don't necessarily have to swim with the masses and become the undrinkable swill you aren't meant to be. Just be the version of you that you need to admire and not what you despise especially when you, most likely, can't recognize yourself at all in what you're at. Then say it to the world!
Just so you know, your power is in diversity and nothing is a mistake. Everything makes sense take or leave.
Then let it go down the flow.
Always.
Be yourself, be unique!
This is Andrea Ev sending off from Mac.Ohm.Earth.
Until next time.
Be well.
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